hm... din attend sch today...
missed UT for e 1st tym dis sem too...

hw am i gonna cope, i wonder...
anw, it's hols!!!
thou only 2 wks, but beta than none...
[hahax]

ever wondered y my blog was called "imagine me" n e skin is "imaginary"?
i tink i get e idea now...
so, anw, i would like to say a big thank you to you...
tks for doing up my blog for me...

iluvyoumuch
dis goes to good frenz i've had in sacss...
namely:
3stl-l3r
l-lui
d3bor@l-l
@d3l_il\l@
di@l/l3
@udr3y

yes yes, dats e 6 of u...

part of me has died nine yrs ago...
e good side of me...

ever since then, i havent been nice...

i'm not a nice gal actually...
i'm jus soo bad dat no 1 can tink of...

ATTENTION!!!

e part on 变奏曲 is merely talking abt e show

2 more days to hols...

am exhausted by many tings...
am hurt by more...
am sadden by many...
am happy by some too...

am i crazy? am i stupid? am i bad?
all is a "yes" to those qns...
it's true...

i'm crazy for e fact dat i'm owaes having many tots...
i'm crazy for e fact dat i do many wrong tings dat hurt others, at e same tym ppl do tings dat hurt me...
she is angry when i'm rude to her, she tinks i'm ungrateful for tings she does for me...

i'm stupid becos my family members say so...
i'm e one wif e poorest results at here at hm...
i'm e one hu owaes creates trouble for them...
i'm e one hu's owaes called "stupid" here at hm without fail...
i nv fail to do wrong tings, i guess...

i'm bad for doing soo many tings dat ppl reflect to me n say dat i'm dis, i'm dat...
i've had enough
i will nv wanna talk to u again, hw i wish i could do dat...
but can i?
i'm talkative, can i stand not talking to ppl?

actually yes, becos i used to be anti-guys, so i will not take e initiative to talk to others,
or rather, i only talk to gals, for dat matter...
nonetheless, wad r guys?

r thr any good guys out thr?
hw can one be considered a good guy?
will any1 out thr dare to tell me dat u're a good guy?
oh pls, for goodness sake...
den wad will be e definition of "good guy"?

is thr a clear-cut definition for it?

all guys r e same...
dis is true when almost all watch P o R l \ l
so obvious was it is rite?

anw, enough of dat crap...
let's move on to another topic...

inferior
self-appearance can make ppl feel good abt themselves...
but is dat owaes true?
wad abt those hu do not haf good looks?

i do no dat looks aint all dat matters...
but still...
it does play a part when tings happen...
was watching 变奏曲 last nite...
wif a scar on a beatiful gal's [dawn] face, tings will nv be e same again...
looks does matter...
however, dat's only becos she was a beatiful gal but lost e beauty...

wad abt ppl without beatiful looks in e first place?
has any1 seen b4 any?
probably a yes...
definitely too...

imperfection is soo bloody obvious to humans eyes...
thus, inferiority is 1 ting dat harms e world...

lastly, i'm exhausted over many tings... wun tell any1 abt...

having been in an all-gals sch for 10 years, i had e "anti-guys" tinking thou...

ji ran yi jing xi guan le zai nu sheng de bao wei xia cheng zhang, wo ye yi xi guan le bu ba nan sheng dang yi hui shi ba...?

shi shi shi fou zhen de ru chi ne? wo ye bu qing chu, bu zhi dao...
qi shi you nan you shi fou yi ding shi ai ne?

zhen xiang ye shi ying ren er yi de...

dan shi... wo ne? you ren xi huan wo, wo jiu jie shou mo ren... xian zai ne? shi fou ying wei mou zhong yi su shi wo fou ding ta de shen fen ne?

ye xu you guo na me yi chi... zhe ye shi wo men zhi jian de yi dao qiang, dui wo lai shuo, bu rong yi ta po de...

na me... wo yu qi ta ren de you yi ne?
nan sheng rou dui wo you yi de hua, wo gai zhen me ban ne? ying wei wo yi you le ta

na me ta ren de ai shi fou hui zhuan wei you yi, you qing ne?
rou shi ru chi,
tings will nv be e same, i guess, anw,
click dis on msn n c wad kinda expression do u get
:'(

shld stop here... dis is yet another random post, i guess, even i'm unsure of it myself...

e pic bears a footnote:

"luv is sumting absurd, it can make frenz 2 b unhappy cos of another guy (hope it's not true, but it seems so) Damn it, guys"

seriously i do tink there's such a ting... it's not lyk i've watched too much of tv but... it can really happen in real life...

i wonder... y r there male n females in dis world?

guys r soo...

i will not disclose aniting, it's up to one's own tinking...

back to e qn: "wad r frenz?"

wad's ur defintion of "frenz"?
hw do u define wad u call a "fren"?

d.p.d.p [different ppl, different perspective]...
but to me...
i can simply consider one as a fren when they do good to me, so wad if e same person does bad to me? will i dislike e person for jus 1 tym he/she treats me bad? e ans is actually a no...

however, thr r exeptions... if i no dat person can badstab person A in front of person B, n e next min turn to, person B n backstab person A. dis is 1 kind of person i dun consider a fren?

next is ppl hu can be nice to me but... oso NOT nice at same tym... :'(

wed no lessons!!! yeah!!!
soo tired... working after sch on fri n working on wkends too...

good wed no lessons, can slp in...
ahahahahaha... great... wanna slp owaes sia...

having a group outing wif colleagues on 11 june... gg to ice-skating...
it's been long since e other tym i went skating sia...
lyk hw many yrs ago?
since P6 sia...

muahahahaha...
i so cannot skate lor, wad if i fall, hw pain will it get...

i'm one hu dislikes cuts n bruises on my knees n legs...
but... i'm one hu gets blue-black easily...
just a relatively hard knock by ppl, i can get an almost immediate blue-black le...
hahax... but dis is true...

news to share... i haf dis super nice relief facilitator...
can go to dis link to c:
http://www.rp.sg/staffdirectory/dept.aspx?Mode=link&ID=tan_tien_chye&code=SEG

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LAST WK OF SCH to 2 wks of hols...

soo sianx...

anw, had a bad day 2dae!
my msn nick showed: "HATE e fucking faci!!! fuck off larr!!! KNNBCCB"
sry for e words used, but dats exactly hw pissed I was ytd...
damn ass one lor...

e faci is darn F-ed up!
hate him arh...
so...
i owaes shot him lor...
hahax...
wadeva.
if he biased against me den my grades will show bah...

he is soo bloody pathetic larr...
reason being: he is a part-tym facilitator...
so he is damn slack arh...
ask him for help, he oso dun wanna help, want us to PBL ourself [Problem-Based Learning]