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2011-10-04T05:21:00.000+08:00

2010-10-24T15:37:00.001+08:00

Oh no..I've gotta start mugging for my validation test on Tuesday!! Hope I pass it well. Actually nid a Pass can alr…
Anw, it’s said to be Not-too-dificult thou…hahax… :)

2010-10-23T23:07:00.002+08:00

hey......i miss you sooo much diane......

how i wish to go to Philippines to visit you...but i guess you're busy wif work after University...

haix...sooo sad, y do we haf to go separate ways after Secondary School life??

2010-02-02T15:19:00.003+08:00

HAIX !!!

headache, headache n more headaches.............

FYP, FYP, FYP............. STAY BACK, STAY BACK, n STAY BACK for FYP, FYP, n more FYP !!!

FINALLY, TOMORROW IS THE ASSESSMENT n exhibition !!!

life wld be back to normal.. ..

UT Next WED (1), THURS (2), FRI (1).

Does dat mean MON n TUES no nid cum sch?

STUDY, STUDY, STUDY..can't afford to fail..................... :(

2010-01-19T01:28:00.002+08:00

" shenmingzhongchongmanlebeihuanlihedanshibeishangkepama? "

" gudushibuxuyaodejingkenengxiangbimianyujianta,
danshiwangwangdoubunengdechangsuoyuande.. "

身命中充满了悲欢离合，但是悲伤可怕吗？
孤独是不需要的，　竟可能想避免遇见它，　但是往往都不能得常所愿的。。

seriously, i do feel dat thr r some tings in life dat causes ppl to be how they appear to be OR how they do not appear to be..actually, dis realli depends on how e different ppl tink and how e different ppl feel and tink abt e wad they wanna portray to others..dis shld be rather true thou..

however, wad r frenz to u?
r fren's fren considered a fren to u?
r fren's relative considered a fren to u?
r fren's siblings considered a fren to u?

dis can onli be answered by e person him / herself..
nonetheless, thr r certain tings dat frenz cannot gif..
thr r tings dat even close fren cant gif..
certain tings lyk...

but anw, life is full of surprises..
u cld be strangers tdy, acquaintances or frenz, den no longer contacting after certain incidents dat happened.. surprises can come in different forms..

back to..
luv oso comes in diff forms..
luv can come from family,
luv can come from frenz,
luv can come from acquaintances,
luv can come from aniwhr..
however, to me.. all is meaningless when frenz become foes,
when frenz drift further apart as yrs go by,
when thr's nth much left to reminicse (留恋)... :(

btw, wad's e feeling of being fooled by others?
how does it feel to be played by feelings?
how does it feel to be bluffed by others?

r u stupid?
r u dumb?
is ur IQ and EQ both veri low or zero ?
r u jus gullible?

do u haf a mind of ur own?
is ur brain filled wif coconuts? issit hollow?

nevertheless, i thank you to those who tink r considered as frenz, fren's fren etc. Although i'm not destined to find happiness, i still wish all to haf (愿天下有情人终成眷属)..

2009-01-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

un

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2009-01-25T17:25:00.000+08:00

eve of CNY

2009-01-22T09:22:00.001+08:00

gg pri... haix... on my b-dae... sadness...

2008-12-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

i'm one hu seldom use "!" ...
only use them when i'm not =) or rather when i'm angry etc.
anw, so wad?
wad's e big ting rite?

it's nth much lor, duh... of cos it's nth much larr
argh! forget it... no point anw...

2008-11-30T00:00:00.005+08:00

- tks for ALL e wishes -

which pic is nicer 呢？

2008-11-26T23:32:00.004+08:00

l/\l3LcOl\/l3 To A lOl\lg JoUrl\l3Y pOsT 。。。
- many tings to update abt 。。。

11Nov 2008
我真的会对 those hu treaten others 感到反感。 dis is sumting dat i realli dun lyk or even hate.
thr's dis person hu facilitates... no doubt she's new n she has to follow e rules n regulations closely... but y is she soo.. hateful...
she can say dat if u dun show ur work to her at e end of e day, den u noe wad grades u will get arh... dis is soo.. obvious dat she was hinting a 'D' grade, i suppose...
i kinda realli hate her... but for e grades dat she gives me... all r 'B's, so nvm lor... jus realli, realli dun lyk her...
more lyk e way she presents herself... she can actually lean against ur table to look at ur screen or even gif som help... but dunno y she leans... maybe cos she is 近视，远视 or both...
even if it's till dat extent, no tr will teach & lean against e student(s) table wad... ... it's damn ridiculous lor...

a wed afternoon...
tink it was on a wed afternoon whereby e store was nt veri busy... a chat wif sum ppl... got approached by a higher rank, person elder than me... but it was said dat i was disrespectful, dat i tink i'm actually e higher rank when i obviously wasn't... since being e lower rank, i will not gif much replies or comments already... since issue(s) was / were being brought, i would jus reply dat i haf nth to say...

did smth wrong & got a verbal warning

》》 ij\j9@ij\j {headache & stomach nt =) 》》
was realli in pain but i jus dun noe y...
had headaches & am still having them on-goingly...
stomach nt happy = stomach upset...

realli dunno wad's wrong wif me...

2008-10-29T04:50:00.003+08:00

　“平时不做亏心事，半夜不怕鬼敲门。”

这句俗语说的一点也没错。

这就好比：　“平时待人处事恰当一点，　也就不会让人不好接受吧。　即使是如此，　也许身为朋友的人，　依然还是会在你需要协助的时候，　给予你一些的。　所以为何要把他人看得一雯不值呢？　或许你不是这个意思，但是你的一举一动都好容易让人误解啊。”

撇开这个不说，说说别的好了。　等我有空再继续 update 吧。　

2008-10-25T01:35:00.002+08:00

Why will ppl get penalized for smth?

I know it’s not fair. One can be penalized for smth dat they din do or smth dat they din say. However, “There’s soo many ‘unfairs’ in this real world dat we live in”.

So wad is considered being penalized? It can be cos u’re leader of a team & ur team din perform up to e stds of ur tr. Dis wld be seen as e team leader’s inability to lead etc. thus, penalizing the team leader. Wad abt penalizing a ho team? When ur tr is disappointed in a team’s understanding or work done for e day, ur tr might jus penalized e ho team! However, it is unknown to wad extent it is! Can members of dis particular team haf different grades? Thr cld be. But 4 out of 5 members wld get e same grade [jus a Pass for e day].

e above is NOT in a context to pin-point ani1. It’s jus 有感而发的。
- Thus, dun read too much into it -

2008-10-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

was soo... tired...
slept ard 6plus jus now, n woke up only ard 10plus...
b4 i reached hm, went to eat kfc 2-pc chicken meal n had a piece of the "Spicy BBQ 3-pc chicken"...
soo... full...

slept for sum tym...
ate again when i woke up at 10plus...
ate porridge dat daaddy bought...
hahax...

as i've said "i can eat a lot, i can eat veh little too"...

2008-10-09T22:47:00.003+08:00

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went for PCB UT 1 tdy...
sianx...
25 marks conprising of:
Qn 1: 20 marks
Qn 2: 5 marks

Qn 1 is abt making out e circuit wif all LEDs lighted up when voltages r 5V & 6V...
Qn 2 is abt asking the invigilator to check ur circuit, she / he mus sign on ur UT paper,
n comment ur LEDs regarding hw many light up or hw many r dim [by writing],
so... wif e signature of ur invigilator n all 6 LEDs being lighted up,
dat = 5 marks for Qn 2...

haix... when my invigilator asked "[Last call] Who wanna check their circuits?"
only 2 ppl raised their hand, i din...
so after i made ammendments to my circuit n asked e invigilator abt checking my circuit...
e reply was "cannot already larr"
lyk soo... wth?
i was pissed...
dat makes 5 marks gone!

i tink Qn 2 separates all those hu's 6 LEDs lighted up n
those hu's circuits were being checked by e invigilator...
after all... it 5 marks outta 25 thou...
dis 5 marks wld differentiate all those hu's circuits cld work n those hu had circuits checked!

2008-10-07T16:12:00.007+08:00

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wad sianx!!!

am in school having pains...
-headache-
dunno which part of e body thou...
some say it's e appendix, another said it's e kidney...
it's beside my appendix,which means on the left side of my body...
[appendix is on e right side larr...]

den dunno which idiot suggested dis RJ Qn...
"What is your ambition in life? Highlight any long term or short term goals."
faci said it was a student in class hu gave e suggestion.

is dis student ine same class as me?

whr gtsuch a person wanting to ans such a qn sia? i wonder...
lyk soo ...

2008-10-05T18:32:00.003+08:00

* dR@l/\l3R

2008-10-05T17:46:00.003+08:00

tings happen...
whether u lyk it or not...
it is nt up to ani1 to decide...

if u feel smth amiss or
if u haf a bad omen...
even if it's a feeling...
does dat mean dat smth unwantd wld happen?

2008-10-03T10:02:00.007+08:00

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1 week hols:

wells, am REALLI lookin' forward to my next hols!!!

even thou it's only 1 week!!! so short, so sad :'(

however, it's real tym i can rest for awhile b4 i start gg to sch again...

realli mus acheive it noe.

cos...

confession to make: havent been gg to sch lately

not dat grades r good; wad's more? it's e opp...

grades aint good, missed a test...

missed 3 lessons for 3 of e 4 modules dat i'm currently taking dis sem thou...

however, i jus dunno y i cant seem to wake up in tym dat i wun be late for sch,

[latest 6.15 - 6.30am] BUT...

i can sumhow wake up for work... [gotta wake up latest by 6am]

hm... figured e 'excuse' behind it: if i were to wake up late...

i nid to spend $6 to reach workplace, BUT...

$19 to reach sch...

i no dat dat's not a good reason / excuse thou...

haix... but wad to do?

ani1 willing to gif me wake-up-calls? haha [jus kidding, but i realli dun mind n wil appreciate]

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jus a lil' more on school...

gotta realli spend sum tym do finishing my PP poster,

send e copy to my PP advisor; previous faci,

for him to say "ok" b4 i go n do e printing thou...

2008-10-03T08:34:00.003+08:00

hm...
finally, thr's progress in e accumulation of my CE points!!! :D
from lacking 5 Active points...
now i lack only 2!!!
hahahahaha... so happy...
jus nid to go for one more workshop n i'm done wif dis module!!!
however, having more points for dis module is even more beneficial de...
heard dat emp'ers look out for ppl hu's CE module is done well kinda ting...
not to sure abt it actually...
but beta be safe than sry = beta get more points than jus e 40 we nid?
haha
i dunno if i'm making much sense...

2008-10-03T08:08:00.013+08:00

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School
thr's dis CE Activity i realli hope to attend sia...
regarding my course...

but now... cant go le!!!
sad...
tink dis workshop might jus gif me a great help in my module(s)...
:(

:'(

2008-09-18T12:27:00.013+08:00

________________
sChOoL VaCaTiOn

2008-09-11T19:48:00.006+08:00

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wad i tink i am

i lyk taking long bus rides,
mus haf seat for me,
cos i lyk to haf a gd slp in e bus,
so at least a 15 min ride wld be gd enough!

=D

i tink i lyk to slp...

thou i may not be a gd gal,
but every1 noes dat no 1 is perfect, isn't it?
aint wad i'm tinking rite?

oh! i rmb...
i've ever bought a badge when i was in sec sch...
it says: " good girls are bad girls that never get caught"
i kinda tink it's true,
dats y i bought it

i'm nt a gd gal,
does dat make me a bad gal then?

finally, i wld lyk to say:
"no 1 is allowed to judge me even if u tink u're beta,
so for gdness sake, look urself in e mirror n c if u're any beta"
*** dis does nt serve any purpose of pin-pointing any1,
if u tink i'm toking abt u... den maybe u're 心虚 ***

i'm one whom is rather easy-gg,
unless u've reached my limits,
even still, i will try nt to be nasty,
unless it's smth dat 我看不下去...

wad abt ppl hu tinks too highly of themselves?
to me it's one's own freedom to tink wadeva they lyk...
no 1 cn actually comment on...
however, thr r tyms when ppl tink too highly of themselves,
till e extent whereby others haf to cum in n say smth?
is thr?

nonetheless, 做人一定要给其他人留点余地的,
这是我的肺腑之言
thus, i owaes try nt to make tings get ugly...
e reason for my post being in han yu pin yin serves as a purpose:
dat reading han yu pin yin w/o cL words is nt easy,
thus, it will nt be s obvious e contents of e posts...
those hu dun lyk han yu pin yin or cnt understand it well...
wld e put off by e entire post...
dis means nt all will understand my post n nt all will finish reading de...

2008-09-11T19:46:00.004+08:00

haf been wondering any nice movies Now Showing?

wanna watch dis M18 show thou...
Forgetting Sharah Marshal...
eL show...
hope to understand wad it's showing too!

=)

2008-09-03T12:40:00.008+08:00

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school reopens!

however, no lessons on weds...
thus, sch starts tml...

new class, new classmates...
had 2 classmates frm previous class in dis same class!

a new beginning?

2008-08-27T15:14:00.004+08:00

zuo tian ta dao gong zuo de di fang lai...
zuo guo wo...
you zai zuo guo...
dang ta di er chi zuo guo shi, que dui wo shuo le hua...
shuo wo mei shang ke ma...
man qing qie de...

shi fou zhe li hai bao han le you qing ne?

2008-08-25T13:48:00.005+08:00

shi fou dui ren hao jiu yi ding hui you hui bao ne?
da an hen jian dan... "bu yi ding..."

ne me dui ren bu hao jiu yi ding hui you bao ying ma?
wo de da an ye shi "bu yi ding..."

na shi wei shen me ne?
na shi ying wei... ke neng you xu duo yuan yin ba...

zai wo jiao ren du shu de qi jian... wo shi fou shi dui ta you qiu bi ying?
ta ying gei mo mo zi ji de liang xin ba...

ta xu yao yi ba chi zuo xi ti... shi bu shi wo mai le yi ge gei ta?
ta xu yao qian... shi bu shi wo jie de?

dan shi ta shi fou you xiang guo yao huan ne?
wo bu zhi dao...

jiu zai zuo tian...
ta zai gong zuo shi shuo...
ta zuo tian chu qu... hen hao wan...
yao qing xu duo ren qu...
que you shuo... bu yao gao shu wo...

qing wen zhe shuo ming le shen me?

ye xu shi wo zai gong zuo shi dui ta de tai du shi fen er lie
ying gai shi chu le zhe ge yuan yin, mei you qi ta de le...

you you ling yi ge ta xiang wo peng you jie le dian qian...
shuo mei ge ye hui huan shi yuan...
yi ge yue guo le... ta shuo bu gou qian...
di er ge yue lai le...
dan wo que hen shao gen ta shuo hua...
shi bu shi di yi ge "ta" zai chong zhong zuo geng ne?

suan le ba...
ye xu yi kai shi jiu bu ying gai cha shang yi jiao ba...

shi fou hai you wan hui zhe you qing de yu di?
na jiu shi mu yi dai ba...

qi shi zhe nian ji bi wo xiao de "ta"dao di wei shen me dui wo ru chi de tao yan yu yuan hen...
shi fou neng you ge ren bang wo wen chu zhe ge da an ne?

2008-08-19T19:00:00.005+08:00

was not feeling well on sat during work...
cun get to work on sun... called e store to ask for absence from work...
i was allowed...

e next day... went to work early...
started to learn smth new frm 2 - 4 pm...
started work at 4pm... but ltr din feel well...
punched out ard 4.20pm...

2008-07-31T21:36:00.004+08:00

saw Ling Ching ytd...
she was on crutches...
she kinda looks pale too...
she din c me

she was wif Wan Yi...
Wan Yi saw me thou...

hope a speedy recovery to Ling Ching...
it's been quite some tym since i've seen her thou...

2008-07-02T20:59:00.006+08:00

hm... wells... wanted to wake up early tdy to reach Acer building early tdy...
but... woke up lil late tdy...
lyk at 6.45am...
omg... haix...

anw, went thr by bus...
e tym on e queue no. was 10.07am...
left ard 11am...
so was thr for abt an hr...

i was asked to rite summore... so here it is:
gotta thank e person hu went to Acer building wif me tdy...
so yupp, "Thank You..."
anw, had a gd slp tdy in e 2 long bus rides... tks...

den left to eat n gotta meet Sharon...
she said dat she wanted to study tdy...
so only helped her when she had queries abt her express e.maths...

2008-07-01T11:07:00.007+08:00

as of tdy, e following grades haf been published...
sum haf Problem 10, sum up till Problem 09 only...

so...
i haf 1 absent for e 1st module,
3 for e 2nd,
0 for e 3rd,
4 for e 4th...

but e ting is...
we cn only miss 2 lessons for each module...
n e 3rd absent onwards will actually mean abt 0.07 grade will be deducted to gif e average...
a previous faci 1ce said...

2008-07-01T11:03:00.014+08:00

hm... was late cos i woke up at lyk 6.50am...
rushed outta e hse, but cun catch dat bus [dat i wun be late]...

so, boarded e bus at 7.40am, reached e inter ard 8.20am...
took 902...
e queue was LONG... obviously...

anw, so reached class late, being marked late, daily grade will be downgraded by 0.5 grade...
haix... sianx...

i knew dat i was gonna be late when e bus din come at 7.30am...
haix...
but wad to do?
i needed e grade...

n my attendance has been real POOR...

2008-06-30T15:35:00.003+08:00

had a treat by a manager ytd...
wha... Anderson's Family Fondue n BlackForest cake sia...
she spent lyk $48++ lor
went wif Zura, Benneth, Stacy n Sharon...

chat for 2 - 3hrs sia...
heard sum tings dat managers tink...

talked abt 3 bros...

had much laughters n enjoyed e treat!

2008-06-30T15:00:00.001+08:00

woke up early tdy...
had to go to sch to loan a laptop...

reached sch ard 8.10-8.15am...
went to TRCC to loan a laptop...
had to check e laptop...

took soo bloody long larr...
e laptop cannot log on to student VPN...
it was damn lag...
cos it's Processor is lyk Pentium...
mine's Core 2 Dual...

dat's e diff

gotta use e sch's laptop for 2 schooling days...
gg to Acer building on Wed!

n was actually marked late cos i reached class at lyk 8.40am, sumwhr ard thr larr, i forgot...
saw dat i was being marked late... was unhappy...

in e end... i told my faci n asked him if he could mark me present instead...
he jus agreed!
i was lyk "wow"...
he's lyk so on larr
but he veh naggy...

den many left to watch e 2plus movie at orchard cineleisure, i guess?
they watched "Wanted"

i stayed on... cos i needed e grade larr... haix... movie was $6 at student price, dat's wad they said...

2008-06-23T13:54:00.005+08:00

e sentosa trip was actually changed to k-box...
but thr was again a change of plans...
in e end, jus had a get-tgt...

went for dinner wif huii n her fren, at her fren's mother's restaurant...
ate a lot last nite...
had a drink called Singapore sling...
dis drink cant be drunk a mouthful... tasted lyk medicine...
slowly savour a sip by sip... e strong cherry taste was gone... tasted quite nice after drinking sip by sip...

n yes... it's kinda a liquor wif 6 components... gin, cherry etc. i dunno e rest...

2008-06-23T13:46:00.007+08:00

my comments to such a "Quiz"...
it's kinda lame, but oh wells...
since it's said dat "those hu r tagged cannot refuse", so jus pass it on bah...

2008-06-22T23:40:00.003+08:00

e "Quiz"?

A) Ppl hu haf been tagged mus write their qns on their blogs & replace any qn dat they dislike wif a new qn formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people 2 do dis quiz & those hu r tagged cannot refuse. These ppl mus state hu they were tagged & cannot tag e person whom they were tagged by. Continue dis game by sending it 2 other ppl.

#1: If ur lover betrayed u, wad will ur reaction be?
Std reaction: sad lor… upset n angry? [hahax]

#2: If u can haf a dream come true, wad would it be?
Earn lots of money cos “A rich person may nt necessarily be happy, but it’s hard 4 a poor person to be happy.”

#3: Wad will ur dream wedding be lyk?
Seriously… nv tot of it at dis age…

#4: Wad is ur dream home lyk?
Nt veri particular abt it thou… a home is more 4 living in wad…

#5: Wad’s ur ideal lover lyk?
Nt veri particular abt dis too…

#6: Which is more blessed, loving sum1 or being loved?
To me, being loved is more blessed cos sum1 u luv may nt return ur luv 4 him / her. It can be true dat loving sum1 can be tedious [tiring], u haf to gif in most of e tym…
Nonetheless, being loved may nt be e best as it can oso be stressful if ur partner pokes his / her nose into ur almost everyting? [hahax]

#7: Hw long do u intend 2 wait 4 sum1 u really luv?
Nt sure cos I dun tink I’ve eva done so [hahax]

#8: If e person u secretly lyk is alr attached, wad would u do?
It’s either wait or gif up…

#9: Is thr aniting dat has made u unhappy these days?
Thr can be too many to state as e word “unhappy” can simply fit e bill 4 being “sad”?
However, thr’s nth particular abt being unhappy these days larr… cos haf been feeling veri tired e past 2 wks cos e previous 2 wks of hols was seriously too short…

#10: Wad do u want most in life?
Seriously, I dunno… a good job dat cn earn lots of money? dun even no whr I wanna go after graduation lor…

#11: Is being tagged fun?
Ok lor… but gotta do dis “quiz”… cn be quite tiring…

#12: How do u c urself in 10yrs’ tym?
No idea…

#13: Hu r currently e most impt ppl 2 u?
Family members bah?

#14: Wad kinda person do u tink e person hu tagged u is?
Sharon is cute, she’s owaes smiling, which I dunno y… maybe she’s crazy… [hahax]

#15: Would u rather be single & rich or married but poor?
I would rather be single n rich cos I cn get wad I wan if I’m rich… n I tink it’s nt bad to be single [for nw at least]

#16: Wad’s e 1st ting u do every morning?
gg back to slp after I wake up… which means lazing in e bed... [hahax]

#17: Would u gif-in in a r/s?
Depends… if I tink dat I’m in e wrong lor…

#18: If u fall in luv wif 2 ppl simultaneously, hu would u pick?
Dunno… Nv encountered such a ting…
But if I haf to say, it shld be e one dat I lyk more bah?

#19: Wad type of frenz do u lyk?
Frenz dat no me well… cn be my sec sch frenz or frenz dat I jus gotta no, as long as they no me well?
cos it’s a lot easier 2 communicate wif ppl hu no u well; they’ll no if u’re sad, happy or jus plain moody… nt much nids to be said, dat’s y…

#20: If u played a prank on sum1, & he/she fell for e trick, wad would u do?
Happy larr, cos it’ll be funny wad… in e circumstance…

Was being tagged by Sharon…
Ppl whom I want to tag…
1. EsTiiE
2. hUii
3. CoLLeeN
4. pAuLiNe
5. dAnIeL
6. hAvEn
7. jOnAtHaN
8. jAyNe

2008-06-19T13:13:00.005+08:00

omg... i woke up late today... lyk @ 7.30am larr...
den tak 280 to sch...
cost me 18.90 lor...
it's nw 35% additional le...

wads worst was dat i had stomach pain at hm...

reached class @ 8.23am i guess...

hm... dun feel well today thou...
but am gg for movie tonite! hahax... wif ard 8 more others...
hm... watching MISSING... dunno wad's it abt anw...

2008-06-19T12:42:00.007+08:00

hm... gg sentosa on sunday, i guess?
wif sec sch frenz... gd frenz... lovely...
once soo close... nw every1s busy wif their own stuff thou...
but still can get me on my cell thou...

"get me on my cell" is to u 2... u shld no hu larr... hm... cos i aint owaes online, nor do i login friendster... i only check my blog when free... but nth much to update oso...

but am working on sunday till 5.30pm... hw to reach vivo by 6pm sia... shall i say i gotta leave early, cos i got sumting on, or else shall i say dat i cant work on sunday if i cant leave at 4pm...

hahax... aint i bad? hahax... realli wanna get tgt wif them... haix... hope cn leave early bah...

2008-06-19T11:52:00.005+08:00

been soo tired lately... i dunno y...

den gt dis guy hu says dat i'm crazy... lyk wtf... dun care, jus shoot back, den he say:
"jk only, y so easy gt angry"

haiyah... it's nth larr... jus sianx...
sch's soo boring...

life has been quite pathetic too...

2008-06-05T18:16:00.003+08:00

woke up ard 2.30pm ytd...
den manager called me to ask if i could work from 4 - 8pm...
i agreed...

but...
went to work w/o lunch...

at work...
was hungry n having headache n stomach pain...

almost cun take it, i went for break at 5.59pm...

felt horrid... n almost fainted...
thus, went home when my break ended...

so, in e end... i only worked for less than 2 hrs...

2008-05-30T23:00:00.003+08:00

hm... din attend sch today...
missed UT for e 1st tym dis sem too...

hw am i gonna cope, i wonder...
anw, it's hols!!!
thou only 2 wks, but beta than none...
[hahax]

2008-05-28T20:36:00.007+08:00

ever wondered y my blog was called "imagine me" n e skin is "imaginary"?
i tink i get e idea now...
so, anw, i would like to say a big thank you to you...
tks for doing up my blog for me...

iluvyoumuch
dis goes to good frenz i've had in sacss...
namely:
3stl-l3r
l-lui
d3bor@l-l
@d3l_il\l@
di@l/l3
@udr3y

yes yes, dats e 6 of u...

2008-05-28T20:33:00.003+08:00

part of me has died nine yrs ago...
e good side of me...

ever since then, i havent been nice...

i'm not a nice gal actually...
i'm jus soo bad dat no 1 can tink of...

2008-05-28T20:31:00.003+08:00

ATTENTION!!!

e part on 变奏曲 is merely talking abt e show

2008-05-28T20:10:00.008+08:00

2 more days to hols...

am exhausted by many tings...
am hurt by more...
am sadden by many...
am happy by some too...

am i crazy? am i stupid? am i bad?
all is a "yes" to those qns...
it's true...

i'm crazy for e fact dat i'm owaes having many tots...
i'm crazy for e fact dat i do many wrong tings dat hurt others, at e same tym ppl do tings dat hurt me...
she is angry when i'm rude to her, she tinks i'm ungrateful for tings she does for me...

i'm stupid becos my family members say so...
i'm e one wif e poorest results at here at hm...
i'm e one hu owaes creates trouble for them...
i'm e one hu's owaes called "stupid" here at hm without fail...
i nv fail to do wrong tings, i guess...

i'm bad for doing soo many tings dat ppl reflect to me n say dat i'm dis, i'm dat...
i've had enough
i will nv wanna talk to u again, hw i wish i could do dat...
but can i?
i'm talkative, can i stand not talking to ppl?

actually yes, becos i used to be anti-guys, so i will not take e initiative to talk to others,
or rather, i only talk to gals, for dat matter...
nonetheless, wad r guys?

r thr any good guys out thr?
hw can one be considered a good guy?
will any1 out thr dare to tell me dat u're a good guy?
oh pls, for goodness sake...
den wad will be e definition of "good guy"?

is thr a clear-cut definition for it?

all guys r e same...
dis is true when almost all watch P o R l \ l
so obvious was it is rite?

anw, enough of dat crap...
let's move on to another topic...

inferior
self-appearance can make ppl feel good abt themselves...
but is dat owaes true?
wad abt those hu do not haf good looks?

i do no dat looks aint all dat matters...
but still...
it does play a part when tings happen...
was watching 变奏曲 last nite...
wif a scar on a beatiful gal's [dawn] face, tings will nv be e same again...
looks does matter...
however, dat's only becos she was a beatiful gal but lost e beauty...

wad abt ppl without beatiful looks in e first place?
has any1 seen b4 any?
probably a yes...
definitely too...

imperfection is soo bloody obvious to humans eyes...
thus, inferiority is 1 ting dat harms e world...

lastly, i'm exhausted over many tings... wun tell any1 abt...

2008-05-28T19:45:00.006+08:00

having been in an all-gals sch for 10 years, i had e "anti-guys" tinking thou...

ji ran yi jing xi guan le zai nu sheng de bao wei xia cheng zhang, wo ye yi xi guan le bu ba nan sheng dang yi hui shi ba...?

shi shi shi fou zhen de ru chi ne? wo ye bu qing chu, bu zhi dao...
qi shi you nan you shi fou yi ding shi ai ne?

zhen xiang ye shi ying ren er yi de...

dan shi... wo ne? you ren xi huan wo, wo jiu jie shou mo ren... xian zai ne? shi fou ying wei mou zhong yi su shi wo fou ding ta de shen fen ne?

ye xu you guo na me yi chi... zhe ye shi wo men zhi jian de yi dao qiang, dui wo lai shuo, bu rong yi ta po de...

na me... wo yu qi ta ren de you yi ne?
nan sheng rou dui wo you yi de hua, wo gai zhen me ban ne? ying wei wo yi you le ta

na me ta ren de ai shi fou hui zhuan wei you yi, you qing ne?
rou shi ru chi,
tings will nv be e same, i guess, anw,
click dis on msn n c wad kinda expression do u get
:'(

shld stop here... dis is yet another random post, i guess, even i'm unsure of it myself...

2008-05-28T18:37:00.004+08:00

e pic bears a footnote:

"luv is sumting absurd, it can make frenz 2 b unhappy cos of another guy (hope it's not true, but it seems so) Damn it, guys"

seriously i do tink there's such a ting... it's not lyk i've watched too much of tv but... it can really happen in real life...

i wonder... y r there male n females in dis world?

guys r soo...

i will not disclose aniting, it's up to one's own tinking...

2008-05-28T16:42:00.008+08:00

back to e qn: "wad r frenz?"

wad's ur defintion of "frenz"?
hw do u define wad u call a "fren"?

d.p.d.p [different ppl, different perspective]...
but to me...
i can simply consider one as a fren when they do good to me, so wad if e same person does bad to me? will i dislike e person for jus 1 tym he/she treats me bad? e ans is actually a no...

however, thr r exeptions... if i no dat person can badstab person A in front of person B, n e next min turn to, person B n backstab person A. dis is 1 kind of person i dun consider a fren?

next is ppl hu can be nice to me but... oso NOT nice at same tym... :'(

2008-05-27T13:01:00.001+08:00

wed no lessons!!! yeah!!!
soo tired... working after sch on fri n working on wkends too...

good wed no lessons, can slp in...
ahahahahaha... great... wanna slp owaes sia...

having a group outing wif colleagues on 11 june... gg to ice-skating...
it's been long since e other tym i went skating sia...
lyk hw many yrs ago?
since P6 sia...

muahahahaha...
i so cannot skate lor, wad if i fall, hw pain will it get...

i'm one hu dislikes cuts n bruises on my knees n legs...
but... i'm one hu gets blue-black easily...
just a relatively hard knock by ppl, i can get an almost immediate blue-black le...
hahax... but dis is true...

2008-05-27T12:02:00.001+08:00

news to share... i haf dis super nice relief facilitator...
can go to dis link to c:
http://www.rp.sg/staffdirectory/dept.aspx?Mode=link&ID=tan_tien_chye&code=SEG

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

LAST WK OF SCH to 2 wks of hols...

soo sianx...

anw, had a bad day 2dae!
my msn nick showed: "HATE e fucking faci!!! fuck off larr!!! KNNBCCB"
sry for e words used, but dats exactly hw pissed I was ytd...
damn ass one lor...

e faci is darn F-ed up!
hate him arh...
so...
i owaes shot him lor...
hahax...
wadeva.
if he biased against me den my grades will show bah...

he is soo bloody pathetic larr...
reason being: he is a part-tym facilitator...
so he is damn slack arh...
ask him for help, he oso dun wanna help, want us to PBL ourself [Problem-Based Learning]

more cL...

2008-05-24T20:47:00.001+08:00

wo zhi xiang dui ni shuo...
wo shi duo me xiang he ni zuo peng you...
"qing yi liang nan quan"
zhe ju hua shuo de yi dian ye mei cuo...

shi shi jing shi ru chi ma?
wo mei you yi ge ming que de da an...

wo ye bu que ding zi ji wei he yao xie xia zhe xie...
ye xu wo shi xing ling kong xu, huo xu wo zhi shi xiang dao jiu xie xia zhe yi ye...

du zhe ke zi ge can xiang...

TIRED...

2008-05-24T20:43:00.001+08:00

been having school,
been late for few tyms,
been working on fridays, sats n suns...

had 3 UTs [Undertanding Tests]...
tink i probably got zero for 2 of them...
haix... pathetic sia...

2008-05-21T23:38:00.001+08:00

ai bu xu yao li you, ai shi yi zhong hen qi miao de dong xi...

ren ke yi mei you ai qing ma? ye xu ba... ying wei mei you ai qing, hai you qing qing yu you qing de ah... bu shi ma?

qi shi wo bu dong...

qing, yi shi fou liang nan quan?
qing ke yi zhi ai qing, yi ye ke yi zhi you qing de na zhong yi...

2008-05-21T23:22:00.001+08:00

haix... school's been bad... not exactly thou... jus not really good, dat's all...
been lyk 2ice late for 1 module, n 1ce for another...
n being late actually means being downgraded by 1/2 a grade thou...

n tink i kinda scored 0 [zero] for 2 UTs... 2 different modules...

anw, life in sch is soo boring... in class too... but can play games n listen to songs... not bad actually...

ppl actually say dat "RP's a slacker-sch"...
any comments?
hm... it's lyk we dun haf to study books lyk in sec sch...
i hate studying thou...
but do results show...?

2008-05-21T22:54:00.001+08:00

random-2, heartenings...

it's good to see old frenz again... sumtyms...

meeting new ones r lyk... u haf to get to no others, all e communication starts until u get a good fren thou...

old frnez r lyk... oh, they no u n u no them... there's no easy misunderstandings... thr r jus frenly advices u'll get

old frenz r well-liked!!!

pop another qn: "is thr frenship dat can last foreva?"
haf i eva considered jy as fren?

saw dis gal in sch... had a lil chat wif her but got a response lyk "so wadeva"... so be it...

btw, wad r frenz? will frenz be thr in tyms of trouble? or do they find u when they nid ur help?
seriously, both thou...
u find ppl hu can help u when u nid sum kinda help...
however, ppl oso find u when they tink dat u can help them...

aint i rite?

anw, haf owaes been tinking of dis gal... she left sch jus one wk b4 her b'dae dat yr...
i've not been able to get into contact wif her since...
she's lyk gone...
she real impt to me...
she's one i real do consider my fren...
maybe i'm jus stupid...
it's jus cos she took rap for me n got scolded dat i din go hm straight after sch...
i was wif her thou... but it was on my own accord! she seriously wasn't to be blamed...

wad is money then?
she told me she needed money...
i gave wad i cld...
cos daaddy gave me dat...
i nv asked her to return... y?
till now i still don't no...

2008-05-21T22:38:00.001+08:00

random-1

once saw dis: "luv ish an absurd ting dat i dun understand it at all"...

wad does it actually mean?
seriously... i do tink dat luv is an absurd ting...
there's lyk no rite n wrong...
loving some1 cannot be said to be rite or wrong...
there's oso no "giving some1 up for another"...

dis means dat one cannot give up another to a 3rd party [e "one" and "3rd party" are of e same gender...]

2008-05-20T09:58:00.001+08:00

random

working's soo tiring...

hope i can earn lots of money but NOT having to slog lyk hell for e $$$...
dream on rite? [i dunno]

2008-05-01T18:45:00.001+08:00

saddness, tears n joy, wad r u feeling now?

wad a day?

was very glad while working today...

finally knew how a fren i once considered tink of me... hahax... pissed n uspset thou...
but wadeva larr, forget it...

sacarsm

2008-04-28T14:47:00.001+08:00

freak hell... 1st tym being marked LATE dis sem!!!

woke up late today... but actually can be punctual for sch de...

BUT...
expressway got JAM!!! wth... den soo late den reach inter, n class...

2008-04-22T11:51:00.001+08:00

hm... well... wore a white dress n shoes wif a brown belt to sch ytd... a classmate asked "y wear so white today?" dis gave me a tot... Ans: "anewstart" as stated in my msn nick... hahax... i kinda wish to be a bachelorette... [single is beta] hahax... dunno abt dis larr...

hope anewstart in life... diff ppl will tink differently abt dis statement... but mine is a different one... ...

life sux

2008-04-22T11:42:00.001+08:00

life is damn F-ed up!
feel lyk it's not all dat nice to owaes go out wif e same 1 person... will it feel boring? i dunno, not sure, dun care...

anw, life has been fine... but time makes both gd n bad tyms... gd tyms r desirable while, e bad ones r intolerable [actually, not dat serious but jus hard to bear]...

wad is freedom, wad is care? whr e veri thin line betwin e 2? jus wondering... in tots... hahax...

2008-04-22T11:30:00.002+08:00

dis is e 3rd wk of sch n i'm absent for e 1st tym... sianx... woke up late n cun hail a cab, call oso cant get thru, wtf...

sianx... =(
haix...

dunno how to cope wif UT cos today is 1st lab lesson for today's module, die lor... haix... shld go to sch for e 1st 14 wks den correct, otherwise, tink sure fail or do badly for UTs de... ...

den oso din go for PP Workshop today... will kena blacklisted by sch sia... haix... but nvm, only 9 more NDA points to complete CE module... hahax... =)

wanna get songs frm classmates... or simply ani1... nice songs... as in nice to hear can liao... =)
simply satisfied aren't i? no bah...? hahax... anw, asked current class for 1st impression of any classmates in class n oso asked abt e guys opinions of e gals in class as there's only 4 pathetic / miserable gals in my class! but can't blame larr... cos of my course mah...

hope to be able to come up wif a PP scope asap!!! it's lyk due on 5th May larr... wha lao... still no idea wad to do sia...

2008-04-21T14:56:00.002+08:00

Yr 2 started... went into a class of only 4 gals... soo little... but it's cos of my course... Aerospace Avionics...

hm... well... i tink my class de guys ok larr... they all no much abt planes... but all e gals lyk no veh little or lyk me, no nth lor... so my teammates lyk owaes haf to help me lor...

who would wanna come to such a boring blog???

2008-04-21T10:48:00.003+08:00

who would wanna come to such a boring blog???

i no larr... no one!!!
hahax
anw, hm... lotza tings happened...

sadness... but din tink of cutting
damn upset wif myself...

had been working...
den sch started... 07 april 08... it's been 2 wks of work-after-sch... damn tired... almost collapsed...
having headaches everyday... ... horrible feeling dat i felt lyk dying...

2007-12-27T17:43:00.007+08:00

RECENTLY JUST MADE DIS BLOG A PUBLIC ONE!

DIS IS SOLELY FOR LETTING ALL TO VIEW IT

ALL IN MY MSN CONTACTS

SO, AS I'VE BLOGGED: PPL CAN "REPLY WITH ANY COMMENTS/TOTS/REMARKS"

FOR ALL THAT I'VE BLOGGED... ...

2007-12-27T15:00:00.002+08:00

IF U DUN LIKE WAD I HAVE BLOGGED,
CAN LET ME NO DE (I'M MORE THAN WILLING TO HEAR WAD ANYONE'S GOTTA SAY, N I MEAN IT, SERIOUSLY)

ALL SHLD NO DAT I'M VERY STRAIGHT-FORWARD...
VERY STRAIGHT-FORWARD PERSON = CAN ACCEPT REMARKS/COMMENTS

ATTENTION PPL!!! {care for a "forum"???}

2007-12-20T17:16:00.001+08:00

Teamwork is impt!
Everywhere n anywhere u r, wif 1 or person(s), teamwork is impt.
Reason being: There's no such ting as solo / one man's show (hahax)
It's true!
Try me (if u dun believe... >_<>

Dis is gonna be sumting lyk a forum... Created it due to much time n some experiences (hahax! >_<)

So, back to e topic k

In general, teamwork is needed in a company of different departments when they have to work together --> In school, to work well wif another to produce some work, teamwork plays a part. U can say e cooperation between 2 people requires teamwork when u consider e 2 a team (or rather partners) Tidak? =)

Dis is dedicated to Present Class (W15Q), Previous Class (W46D) n friends!

[What done is done... Whether it's over, any judgements / toughts / comments will give some clues / answers...] {specially dedicated to W15Q}

Isn't it saddening? I'm lyk always quarrelling / in a conflict wif another / others...

2007-11-21T19:15:00.001+08:00

SOO long din blog...

Haiz... UT results r poor...
Daliy grade for Enterprise P08 sux! [darn it]
pissed! n sad!
WAD A PATHETIC GRADE!
team comments were lyk 'unsatisfactory presentation'... lyk WTH?

< my class... >

2007-11-01T20:27:00.001+08:00

hm... gg to class has been veh boring ever sem2 started

there's NO reason for me to want to go to school, NO close friends or veri nice classmates dat make me wanna go sch [hahax]

it's true...

anws, it's lyk in my class... there are 5 international students... 1 gal n 2 guys from China, 1 guy from Sri Lanka and, 1 gal from Malaysia... obviously, all 5 got their own accents larr... so a little hard to understand them, summore some has got their pitch [high]...

there's this China guy hu speaks with a little high pitch, but he's ok larr, he is one hu tries to contribute to e team, he is owaes willing to help classmates hu asks him for help...

den the gal from Malaysia is quite good in understanding VB codes from her frenz, with the help of WS, she is very ethusiastic in contributing in team or class discussions... haiyoh... be so ethu for wad? makes me tink dat u're trying to get not only ur "A" grade but, oso trying veri best to get into e gd books of whichever faci, wadeva e case, dats not my biz, i jus blog it cos it's IRRITATING, for gdness sake!!!

actually quarreled with another female classmate but, dun wanna tok abt it, tink ok le bah, now got tok lor...

JUS HOPE TINGS GET BETTER... ...

HELL MAN

2007-10-31T00:02:00.001+08:00

today got attitude by a classmate:
wha lau! she say their team do everything themselves,
den i say "wha, u all so clever meh?",
den she say "dun believe den forget it"
[lyk wtf?]
pls lor, in e morning she said they "use fren's codes n try to do wif help of WS" de lor?!
now, act, act saying they DAMN smart larr?!
they do e codes n everything themselves...
FOR GOODNESS SAKE LARR!
[do wif help, den do wif help larr, maybe NO ONE in dis class is NOT do wif help de lor]
jus be honest wif it larr, lyk WTH?! _pissed_

< 1st n 2nd Nov 2007 >

2007-10-30T23:21:00.001+08:00

finally went to meet a galfren after a few months [she called me when e team was preparing e PPT today]
Yeah! gonna go out wif her, him dis fri... looking forward to it! =)

Yeah! [dis thurs he's back frm a 5-wk course]
though it's lyk a wkday course kinda ting, so he books out on fri n in on sun...

module: culture.culture.culture

2007-10-30T23:16:00.001+08:00

TOT today faci would ask nonsensical questions AGAIN but, surprisingly nv... =P
she asked some tough n weird questions but all still quite okay cos today's Culture problem is damn cocked-up one larr [hahax]

today had 3 teams but dis faci nv ends b4 4:30pm... today was somehow on e dot or ard there =] happy happy...

Note:
b'dae in [exactly] 1months' tym!
Yeah!

WTF?!

2007-10-29T22:02:00.001+08:00

SHIT MAN! GOT MY 1st 'C' [sobs] =(
got a f***ing 'C' from A112 faci! F****!

his comments 4 e team was:
"There was some discussion during the meetings though I would like to see more exchange of your ideas and allow everyone to critique so that everyone can benefit from it. I am rather disappointed that the L and R function could not be explained even though that function was presented. Please be able to explain what you present."

WTF?! We weren't e ONLY team hu added "L & R function" into our presentation lor!!! den e faci ONLY ask us lor!!! F*** man! I DAMN PISSED OFF LARR!!!

his commeents 4 me was:
"An interesting rebuttal to the RJ question. I do hope that you can carry on that learning quest for as long as possible. It would be good if you can brush up on your VB as you will still need to use it for subsequent lessons. Please ensure that you know how to explain whatever you put up for presentation."

he nth beta to rite in my commetns arh??? rite inside 'comments 4 team' still nid to rite in 'comments 4 individual' arh?! diaoz! lyk WTH?

soo... happy!

2007-10-29T21:59:00.002+08:00

soo happy! got my first 'A' from Culture faci! =P
last wk, jus posted dat i've gotten all Bs from her...
n dis wk got my 1st 'A' le... Yeah!
=P

Attention [next mon...]

2007-10-29T20:37:00.001+08:00

Next mon,
8pm,
'Hey! Gorgeous' on Channel u...
1st semi-finals!
beach wear [gals; bikini no?]

join facebook! [hahahahaha...] < wikipedia NOT safe>

2007-10-29T13:54:00.002+08:00

facebook's so fun!
get to poke ppl, hug, throw things send ghost n vampires & lots more when leveled up!]
so join facbook:
http://www.facebook.com/
users nid to put b'dae 18 years & above

note: http://www.wikipedia.com/ is not a safe site, not ALL information is correct! ha!
after e tym i got wrong info frm wikipedia, den i dun use OR trust it again! =P

disappointment...

2007-10-28T00:28:00.002+08:00

wth?! soo... darn disappointed jus now!
was made an empty promise AGAIN!

sobs [hahax]

tot today was good... but NO!

2007-10-26T16:23:00.001+08:00

tot today would be good but...
obviously no larr
today din contribute to e team [sorry]

don't ask some many qestions! [during e 3rd meeting]
saw a black face within my team when i kept asking qns within aperiod of abt 5min...

so, next tym jus ask MODERATELY!!!
F*** man! kena "attitude" [but not really larr.. jus lyk a 'bu shuang' face lor] LOL
wadeva larr...

Hope e coming wks will be beta!
anw only 1sem mah [10 more wks to go! Yeah! Den will hange class again, sianz...]

actually don't quite lyk e idea of changing class BUT its ok larr, any unhappiness caused during e sem would no longer occur in e next sem! Ha!

Enterprise today... =(

2007-10-26T00:11:00.001+08:00

Today a classmate teared in class cos she couldn't accept being wrong? [actually I dunno y...]
anw, she's one hu doesn't lyk me [I tink, I guess]
so when she shed tears today, I was lyk ... [dun cry, but if u mus, den cry finish bah]
e more ppl ask u to stop crying, e more one will [dat's e usual]

So, everyone has their weakest point -> to reach a point in tym dat they'll cry bah?
faci Sim Menjin gave 2choices for RJ Qn today:
"SWOT yourself. As a person and not as a student. OR ..."
whereby "..." means u can rite aniting u wan, din really no how to ans e 1st Qn so did e latter...
My RJ Qn was: "Reasons for evaluation" [hahax] so, jus rote aniting lor =P

Love Thursdays =P

2007-10-25T23:49:00.001+08:00

Love Thursdays cos dat means Friday's coming! Dat marks end of e wk! Yeah! Everyweek so sianz in class...

No reason for me to wanna go to sch... Not lyk in previous class, got frenz & of cos studies larr!
frenz + a little of studies = wanna go to sch [hahax]

VB's hell? =( / =)

2007-10-24T17:40:00.001+08:00

SEM2's Computing lesson:

today's VB was quite a hassle.
but dis is e 1st tym dat I quite enthu to learn & do VB...
hahax...

Really larr... 1st tym in both SEMs I want to learn and try to do VB lei...
Ha! Tks to Timothy n Si Da's teachings...
Learnt e meanings of e codes bla bla bla...

But my team lyk din do well during 3rd meeting presentation today lor... SIANZ!
SOO... sick! sure get B grade or lower de lor... SIANZ...
If can get B den gd, if not, den C (dun lyk!) =(

huh?

2007-10-23T23:53:00.001+08:00

not gd at typing,
wun owaes update,
quite boring, sianx...

wad a faci?! *hell man...

2007-10-23T23:04:00.001+08:00

My current msn nick:
- Who don't you like? - F*** off larr! -

wanted to write " - Who don't you like (in class)? - F*** off larr! - " instead
but wadeva...
i wrote my faci instead!
ha!
today's module: Culture P06
Culture faci is damn crappy, ask sooo many Questions, usually irrelevant, nonsensical ones! damn it larr! wtf?
Wad's more is... She gave me all Bs... only faci hu gave me dat... But ok larr, beta than getting Cs, Ds or even Fs, ya?

just recovered my blog... hahax

2007-10-23T22:02:00.003+08:00

been soo... long after 1st post
sick n tired of gg to sch, but ya, still haf to go for attendance, haix...

anw, friendster account is more active recently... hahax...

daily grades: got a few As and rest are Bs... heng arh! got no C grade yet, hahax!
aren't doing well thou...
UTs are much of a hassle too!

Sianx...

2007-05-23T14:05:00.002+08:00

Why go to school?
Every mondays to fridays from 9am-4.30pm...
Everyday going through the same routine is soo boring...
Haix... (sighs)